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Angel In Disguise

By: Aiken04Clay

Sirens…the clear, silent night sky was being drowned in sirens. A shiny white ambulance sliced through the black night, screeching to a stop before the town hospital.

They weren’t sure if she was gunna make it.

Covered by silken sheets, was a brown haired girl. She had just gotten out of surgery, and the doctors were surprised she had lived through it. Her face was bruised and cut, her shoulder had a large gash in it, and there was a cut from her eyebrow to her ear on her head. The loss of blood was great, yet somehow she had pulled through. But at any time, she could die. ‘It wouldn’t be long,’ the doctors had told her sobbing mother. She had an idea though, and through her tears and small sobs, she managed to request a stereo put into her daughter’s room. The doctors gave her a few odd looks, but did as she asked.

The mother was clutching a small package as she walked into her daughter’s room, turning on the stereo. She then looked down at the tear-stained package and gently pulled it open. Inside, was a light baby blue cd. It had been the only thing in the car that had survived. She gently set it into the stereo, and turned it on low, skipping to the second song. A few familiar guitar notes filled the room, somewhat calming the mother. Then a seemingly angelic voice joined in the instrumental.

She sat beside her daughter’s bedside, joining in quietly. “Yeah, I know it hurts. Yeah I know you’re scared. Walking down the road that leads to who-knows-where. Don’t you hang your head, don’t you give up yet. When courage starts to disappear, I will be right here…”

The girl’s mother knew…if anything could soothe her daughter, it would be the ever-calming voice of Clayton Holmes Aiken, the pop star from American Idol. Her daughter admired the man so much. She took his cd everywhere. And she knew, that there had to be a reason that the cd was saved from being wreaked.
She took her daughter’s hand, sighing. If only the music would help. She looked at her lap, crying silently. But then, she felt her hand being squeezed.


A young man walked down the hall, rubbing his forehead. He’d done it again…he knew he shoulda asked what was in that soup. But he didn’t, and nearly choked himself when he found out he had just eaten seafood. It had happened so many times…he was surprised he hadn’t learned his lesson yet. He stuffed his hands in his pockets, heading for the elevator, so he could go home. But just as he passed the last door in the hall, he froze. He heard…ever familiar music. He stood by the door, ear pressed to it, to make sure, then he gently opened it.

He stared at the sight before him. The room was dimly lit, and in the hospital bed was a teenaged girl. Even though she was horribly bruised, he still found her quite pretty. He looked at the woman sitting beside her next. The mother looked up to see their visitor, and gasped, dropping her daughter’s hand. She stared at the man, wondering if she was dreaming or not. Had this angel come to take her daughter away?

“Clayton…?”

“What happened to her…?” was the one called Clay’s question. The mother was still in shock; she thought she was dreaming. Could this really be the 25 year old popstar in her daughter’s hospital room?

“She…was in an accident…that’s all we know…” was her response. She slowly stood up, examining him curiously. “Are you really…?” she began. He gave a low chuckle, nodding.

“I am.” He extended a hand to her, emerald eyes full of sympathy. “I am Clay Aiken.”

The woman tightly grasped his hand, in awe and shock. “Clay Aiken….I don’t believe it. If only my daughter were awake to see you…” she started. She broke down into a fit of sobs once more, falling back into her chair. Alarmed, the young man made sure she didn’t miss the chair, and he squeezed her hand gently.
 

“It’s ok…it’s ok. She’ll be alright…don’t worry…” The words flowed from his mouth without him even thinking about it. He continued to console the woman, even though he wasn’t sure if her daughter would indeed survive. But he had to think positively.

“Can I pray with you…?” he asked quietly, taking her other hand. She looked up, eyes meeting his, and nodded once.

“I would appreciate that greatly.” was her reply.

The two of them prayed for ten minutes, the mother sobbing the whole time. Once they were finished, she hugged the pop star. “God bless you…you don’t know how much this means to me. Thank you.” she said.

He nodded, embracing the woman, trying to comfort her. “You are welcome. I’m only sorry I can’t do more.” he replied, looking around the room. His cd was still playing in the stereo, he noticed. He smiled gently, then looked at the woman, who had pulled away and was now searching for a tissue. “When your daughter wakes up, I promise, I shall sing for her.” he said.

The woman looked up, greatly surprised. “You don’t know how much that would mean to her. Thank you so much.”

He smiled and nodded, then took a scrap of paper off the nightstand and jotted down a few numbers, then handed it to her. “This is my cell number. Call me if you need anything. And…please don’t give it out” He said jokingly.

The woman managed a weak laugh, and nodded. “Thank you again Clay. You truly are a wonderful man, and an angel.”

He smiled, patting her hand. “I’m not wonderful ma’am. And I’m certainly not an angel. But I try to help those who need it. Call me if you need me, and good luck to your daughter.” He let go of her hand, then exited the room quietly, leaving the dumbfounded and grateful mother to stare at the number in her hands.

Clay drove down the dark streets in his red convertible, staring ahead quietly. He felt miserable about the poor mother and her daughter back at the hospital. He reprimanded himself for not staying. But perhaps the mother didn’t want him there. No…she looked like she had enjoyed the company. ‘Clay, you dolt.’ he thought to himself bitterly.

He turned the radio on with a sigh. Maybe some music would clear his mind. He sighed when he heard the song that was currently playing. It was his own. He listened to the lyrics silently, pulling onto the highway.

“Why do you ask him, move heaven and earth,
To prove his love has worth?

Would he walk on water?
Would he run through fire?
Would he stand before you, when its down to the wire?
Would he give his life up to be all he can?
Is that, is that, is that…How you measure a man?”


He abruptly pulled to the side of the road, startling a few people behind him. They simply honked at him, then continued on their way.

The pop star put his head down on the wheel and stared at his shoes. ‘Would he give his life up to be all he can…’ He hadn’t done that. Sure, he had done something nice. But he hadn’t done all he could do.

He turned his car around, and headed back down the road, back to the hospital.

She was in a dark place…it was so dark and cold. It was quiet and gloomy. She was alone.

But where was she?

She was just about to give up, close her eyes permanently, when she heard the soft, faint lyrics.

“Everybody cries,
Everybody bleeds,
No one ever said that life’s an easy thing.”


She found herself oddly comforted by this music. Yet, she didn’t remember who sung it. She didn’t remember that it had once been her favorite song. She had to admit, it was gorgeous. Such a sad voice singing it….and the lyrics were beautiful.

She could feel her spirit rising. She just couldn’t give up yet. She had to find out who was singing that gorgeous song…

“That’s the beauty of it, when you lose your way,
Close your eyes and go to sleep…”


She listened to the lyrics closely, and then, slowly but surely, she opened her eyes.

“And wake up to another day"

“Oh my god. Oh my god!” the girl’s mother was in tears, hugging her daughter as tight as she could without hurting her.

Clay had paused in his singing, standing off to the side, watching the mother and daughter with a small smile on his face. He had to admit, he was shocked that the girl had lived. He had been looking at the medical sheet on her bed, and it hadn’t looked too good at all. Yet here she was, alive, but dazed.

“Oh Kat...my Kat…look, look who’s here.” the mother said, looking up at Clay. The one called Kat lifted her head to look at Clay blankly. She blinked at him a few times.

Clay watched her for a moment, noticing an absent and confused look in her eyes. ‘Oh no…’ he thought miserably. He walked over and gently rested his hand on the girl’s. “Kat, do you know who I am?” he asked.

Kat stared at him curiously. She thought he looked a bit familiar….his voice was so comforting…but she couldn’t place where she had heard and seen him before. She shook her head slowly. No…she didn’t know who he was.

Clay slumped back in a chair, watching as the mother stared dumbfounded at her daughter. She had lost her memory. ‘How horrible.’ he thought. The girl was alright…but she lost her memory. It just wasn’t fair at all. ‘Oh God…please…take care of this girl and her mother…’ he prayed. He looked up as a doctor walked in.

The doctor stared at Clay for a moment, then turned to the girl’s mother. “I see she’s up. How is she doing?” he asked.

The mother looked up at him, sniffling. “Yes, she’s up. Thanks to Clay. But…she…she…” she broke down sobbing again, looking to Clay for help.

Clay stood up, going to put a hand on her shoulder. “She doesn’t remember anything.” he told the doctor.

The doctor nodded slowly. “I see…amnesia. Well…there are ways she can regain her memory. Try to do everything she’s used to.” He looked at Clay, raising an eyebrow. “Perhaps you, can get her memory back for her.” he told him.

Clay blinked his emerald eyes curiously. “How? How can I help? I’ll do anything for this girl” he replied.

The doctor nodded, moving to check Kat’s vital stats. “You can hang out with her. Sing some of your songs for her, be yourself. Maybe that’ll click for her, and she’ll start remembering again.” he replied, writing something on his clipboard.

Kat’s mother looked up at Clay, wiping her eyes with a tissue. “Oh Clayton…would you do that for her?” she asked.

Clay nodded, watching Kat. “Of course I would. I wouldn’t let her down. I only hope it works.” he replied quietly.

The doctor nodded. “Alright then. Good luck Mr. Aiken.” He shook Clay’s hand, then patted Kat’s mother’s shoulder and then walked out, gently closing the door behind himself.

Clay watched him go, then looked at Kat. “Don’t worry. We’ll get your memory back Kat.” he told her. He cleared his throat, then started singing softly.

“When you're down and out,
When you're on the street.
When evening falls so hard,
I will comfort you.

I'll take your part,
When darkness comes.
And pain is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.”


It might take awhile…but he was willing to do whatever it took to help this girl.